stuff that i like...
poetry vs. prose...
i prefer poetry... why? don't ask me...
Jailed O’er Heartless Nocturne
In this misty world I’ve feigned my greatest longing
With your eyes shut I can’t bear my heart’s pounding.
Wishing you everyday with the calmness of the earth,
To hear my yearnings, of my faithful worth.
Fortified walls bounded in between you and me
As for a night when full moon towered dreary
All I can do is to gaze you in a reflection
And bury my ardor with my own deception.
I can hear your rhapsody through the cold air
From dawn till dusk of tomorrow’s nowhere.
To love you with my world jailed,
To dream of you with the nocturne I’ve failed.
When nothingness I breathe, as your eyes whisper,
I cannot show one love to you, not until I conquer;
A fear of vow as the whole world will be the witness,
As they forbid me to hold you with my nothingness.
On the walls, I’ve printed all my life with you
Rested everything I owed.
One night I prayed into the heaven’s star,
To let you play a symphony of nocturnal
Yet I’ve been feigning since we’ve parted,
Yet nothing changed to this feeling that waited.
Trapped within a fear that kept me breathless,
For you my heart’s desire dominates weakness.
For a faithful soul yet a feigning mind
A love for you will be stored until you find
To bury the fumble we committed before
To whisper you my heart’s ardor.
I long for you with your precious smile
I long for the days we meant to fly.
Now, forbidden shadows guarded upon us,
All I can do is to listen till the last,
Till you play the painful piece
Till I break the walls of excruciating bliss
Erased
Every day and every night your voice echoes
From the oceans, to the rivers, up to the meadows.
When the stars are blown by the wind,
And the clouds are trembling with the seed.
Every day and every night, your scent I can smell,
The sweetness of your every breath that I can tell
A way that I can picture you freely,
And a way that I can catch you slowly.
Every day and every night I fly with the birds
Watching and dreaming of you in different worlds.
Allowing my tears flow down on you
When my laughter’s aren’t enough to be true.
Every day and every night your name lingers,
In my mind and in my heart it whispers.
When the sun rises, your horizon tops the ocean
While my moon lets me seize my omen.
Every day and every night I let my tears fall
Drowning my heart little by little,
Wondering of you in so many ways,
Dreaming of you even in the midst of days.
Every day and every night I think of you
Still I can see you beside me out of the blue.
Trying to forget everything we knew.
How can I ever take another step?
If you’re still touching my heart’s depth.
Think of me
Think of me like your heart’s longing
For my voice’s you’re endless loving
With your eyes locked with mine.
Think of me like a shooting star,
Throw a wish before it’ll go far
Close your eyes and be where you are.
Think of me like your own fragrance
Treat me better only for once,
Linger with my scent’s graceful dance.
Think of me with your hand on me
Seize the moment of the clock’s free,
Dream with me till eternity.
Think of me affectionately
Your own remedy would be me.
Just think of me once faithfully.
Ultimatum
Your descendants to me whispered,
A solemn pledge that conquered
The night of devastating angers
That halted the lost strangers
Who revealed the name of danger.
You gave me a day of thinking
For menace arose of the living!
I cannot give my word of ending
Yet my eyes forbid showing, mending
I perish the sky in just a lightning
To be slaved and let the angels fly,
To be freed to let the goodness cry.
One word to finish one excruciating lie
You locked your heart with unforgivable wry
An ultimatum, to make my last goodbye.
The Tenth Letter
You heard me screaming your name,
Around midnight with the owls crying
I clenched my fist,
I sought for you, till the end.
But another sound I heard,
Shadow cast behind you like surreal,
Behind the walls you stopped,
Reached for me and cried,
You were the tenth letter of my soul,
Yes you are.
Dream
Once, I’ve departed in my wallow dream
Whispered to an angel my weak scream
Listened to the music once I’ve heard
And stared to the eyes once I’ve seen blurred.
Once, I’ve held his hand in the night,
Swaying while singing sweetness of flight,
Dancing with the leaves falling
As the warmth of his hands called one evening.
Once, I’ve kissed his lips under the moon,
Since it’s been awhile and too soon
His voice that harmonized my soul
And captivated my heart and whole.
Once, I’ve closed my eyes
I’ve seen coldness and frights
In the darkness I shivered and saw
‘checked my fist as if my claw.
Once, I’ve opened my eyes, I cried.
You and I aren’t here, we died.
Dreams were as cold as ice,
All of it is fragment of lies
Nostalgia
Still I can smell your scent
When the break of dawn reaches its end
The wild flowers sing the melody---
The rhythm we knew sang freely.
Sometimes I fly with the birds
From the firsts of light until I reach the thirds.
Sometimes I write your name in the woods
Until my finger’s crying with blood for good.
When it rains at night
The cricket’s sound lingers until I fight.
My tears drowned me little by little
While I forced myself not to think of you.
You lingered in my mind everyday,
I can see you beside me in every way.
How could I ever erase you?
If you still touch my heart like it’s true.
EXCRUCIATING AGONY
Dreadful night causes the heart to pound
Tears and growling sounds are nearly found
Painful assassination was seen on the ground.
Humans are pleading, their voices are scattered around.
Death awaits in their critical state
Minds blown away by their fearless bait
Fractures and stitches still await,
Inside their hearts there’s always infinite faith.
Guns and thunders give excruciating agony
Deep down to their soul and the entire memory.
The haunting scenery lies beneath the galaxy,
And the fatal disturbance kills all entire humanity.
Immortality rules the planet,
The chaos croaked the people with a bullet
Blood was drunk and soaked into a mallet,
Fearful night, fearful scenery awaits you inside the punishment.
