when i know it's not me

You are more than you know who you are to me. The touch of your lips that lingered on my cheeks intertwine with my whole world. For a single second that you stay next to me, I'm hoping to stop the time and spend it with you until I can ever face the truth.



Just by your name alone, I can't conceal the smile on my lips. I shiver like you are behind me trying seize me with your arms forever. If only I could, I would never think twice.



Thinking, is it just me? or the both of us making this surreal? or perhaps things whole thing really exist if you and I will make it happen as if we never meant to hold the world...



Now I am positive. You're the only one that ponders in my heart. Everyday and every night until I close my eyes when I call it's a great day. You're the only reason why I wrote this, and I know...into the depth of the dark abyss you're the only one I want to share my laughter's and tears.



But you see, I am afraid.

I love you.

If I could linger forever

I never wanted anyone so bad.

I never thought of having you as if I could ever fly to the mountain top and reach the heaven. I shivered as the stars were falling over us. We never thought that we were synchronizing and feeling our heart beat so fast. As the cold water feel our skin, we laughed without knowing that we are too close to be two... and I wish it would never end.